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I come complete with corrections
Concurrent with the constant breathing of the ocean
Stirring concoctions
Abusing the constant need of emotion
Making love potions
Confused with the non-stop speeding of the motion
Pavements with false stones
Leading us so far from all holy God homes
So where are we going and where should we go?
We’re nowhere, we’re knowing it
Each digs his own hole
Life is just happening
While we believe we’re making plans so important
Dying is threatening
Smiles ain’t deceiving the chance of good fortune
Flying with fake wings
And still no relieving the need for direction
Crying and shaking
Just can’t keep up with the speed of aggression
So where are we flying to? Where shall we go?
We’re just burning fuel till
The moment we fall
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Fallen Angels
Falling angels
Holy death dance
Quaking emotions
Are buried in vengeance
Falling angels
Floating feathers
Saints and apostles
Are worried with blessings
Falling angels
Hollow prayers
Busy priests
Vultures’ feasts
Fallen angels
Winds of changes
Love is splattered
Hearts are shattered
Fallen angels
Total strangers
Leave ‘em to God
It’s human to rot…
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I got carried away, didn't I
Let been buried in pain - little smile
Shamefully covering dying emotions
Blamefully cutting hearts into drying portions
Never has lack of romance
Made a man happy for once
Otherwise why'd I be glad to destroy?
Everything like a mad child breaking toys
I got carried away, didn't I?
There is nothing to say when you cry
Let all the tears be drained in the sand
Bleeding hearts spiked with spears thrown by my hand
I don't cry for a second chance
I'll try to be a man just for once
And where are you? Where? When you're all that I need
Sowing the ground for some foreign seed
I got carried away, didn't I
Bleeding out my pain in rhymes
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Broken
Because of unspoken
Driven,
Because of ungiven
Fallen,
Because of love stolen
Shaken
Because of untaken
Toppled
There’s nothing to stop it
Smothered
At least won’t be bothered
Shove it
And fly high above it
Broken
A token that
The Jury has spoken
Driven
Believing
That all is forgiven
Love is not healing
Heart is not stealing
Leaving no feelings
To cut through your souls
Shove it
Deep into the void
Fly above it
May never severing
Leave your hearts
Stabbed with holes
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Adam and Eve
Loving you is a myth
Enough to dispel Adam and Eve
Garden of Eden is serpents and trash
Heaven reality turns into ash
Hard to be driven, the burning relief
Adam is leaving forever his Eve
Loving you is not what it seemed
Soothing pain was not to be deemed
Heavenly comfort means no place to hide
letting yourself loose is gaining your pride
Tasting forbidden fruits leads to mischief
Adam is biting the heart of his Eve
Loving you was a sin
The apple was rotten within
All of a sudden the world has collapsed
Souls of the bloody humanity cast
Stones in your face pave the road to the hell
Gone in the race for reversing the spell
God-mercy-hatred just forging beliefs
Adams are stuck on the ground bending Eves
Winds in the cold nights just scatter the leaves
Adams are folding and shattering Eves
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I was wrong for saying it right
And my song is losing its might
And my sound is getting so mute
And my bass just squeals like a flute
I was wrong for saying it right
You’ll be gone, I’ll be too; but not quite
Tiny pieces of flesh, where I sung
From a hole right beside my left lung
02.06.2016